i miss you...

i miss u baby... I miss you so much...
I kept trying to get myself stronger...
I tried to be an adult, a woman who can live alone. But i cant...
I've get to close to you, to close as there is no more space between us so that i alwas need you to be my side to do anything...
I always need you before i sleep...
I need you to massage my head and my back when i sick.
I need you to kiss me everytime i feel down...
I need you to kiss me goodnite cause you kissed me everyday before...
Softly, at my forehead, then my left eye, then my right eye, then my left chin, then my right chin, then my nose, and at last you will kiss me at my lips three times with last long soft kiss.... Its just so sweet that i can remember everytime i think bout you...
I miss you baby... I miss you so much...
Sometimes when we chat, when i saw you trought that webcam, i always feel afraid,
Cause you looked so cute, and so cool, and so shiny...
I afraid, that you will leave me for others better thing... I afraid...
But you courage me, you make me strong...
You said that you are mine, you gonna be forever mine...
Always mine...
I believe it... I always believe...
I love you baby... I love you so much...
Please stand for me there, cause i tried to stand for myselft here and i just cant do it well...
I love you... You are my arms, you are my knees... You are my backbone, who will always make me strong...
I love you so much darling...
Thanks for being you and mine...
I miss you so....





I love you...
-Winda.Rinova-